For those of you thinking this will be a happy, romantic post based on the title, think again. During the past 3 weeks, April had a couple of dreams (or perhaps nightmares?) where the hawk we are helping rehabilitate escaped.
Well..."Squawker" (as we referred to him even though we weren't supposed to name him) decided to take his freedom before we thought he was quite ready. We still wanted to introduce him to more prey (i.e. small snakes and live birds--he did very well with dead birds and domestic mice) and take him out to a field to practice flying. However, Monday morning Kevin threw in a meatball and was bending over to adjust one of the perching sticks that had fallen, when suddenly Squawker flew out over Kevin's head. We had a shade cloth enclosing the area around the mew, so even though the hawk had flown over the gate it was trapped on the ground. Or so Kevin thought as he quickly went to get the gloves (welding gloves ARE needed to handle this bird) and sent Ian to get April.
When Kevin got through the gate Squawker had hopped into the large hedge and was quickly making his way through the tight branches to the top, where he found himself outside the shade cloth squawking triumphantly. In a desperate attempt to try to catch him we got our big insect net, but he was too high. We were thinking of how to scare him down to the ground where Kevin could pounce on him when he instead tested his wings and flew above the house into a tall tree. We then watched helplessly as Squawker gazed over the neighborhood from his new perch. Several sparrows and squirrels noticed him and started quite a racket, which added to our own screams.
The children ran upstairs and were looking at Squawker through the window but after a few minutes he got ambitious and flew out of our yard to some even taller trees a few houses away. That was the last we saw of him, though we knew he was still in our neighbor's trees due to the cacophony of squirrels and small birds.
Megan was in tears over the situation, Ian was determined to build a live-catch throw net to catch him again, Erin kept asking, "Where did the hawk go?" April thought, "so much for getting to rehab any more hawks ever again," and Kevin thought that there was a good chance the hawk might return to the yard once he got hungry enough. We called the vet to report the mishap, and she laughed and said, "So he decided to self release? It's not the first time that has happened. By the way, we have another one that is really emaciated. Call next week and we'll talk more about whether or not you want to take it." It was a relief to know we might get another chance. We uncovered the mew and have been leaving food on top, but he hasn't taken any of it.
Even though the release was not the poetic sunrise moment we had envisioned, we hope Squawker will find his way to a more hawk-friendly environment. A USU student who works with hawks assessed him over the weekend and said that he was healthy and strong and looked very good. So that is some comfort. We just hope instinct will take over and help him learn to hunt better. Perhaps he will stick around the neighborhood for a while and help control the abundant squirrel population.
Even though this was traumatic for us we hope it truly is a "dream come true" for the hawk. Here is a photo of an adult red-tailed hawk in flight so you can imagine Squawker enjoying his freedom:


